Sunday, December 21, 2008
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope its over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when youre little
And the worlds so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now
I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that its all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just dont wanna go home
Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I dont believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when youre little
And the world is so big
I just dont understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I dont wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I dont wanna meet your friends
And I dont wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please dont tell me everything is wonderful now...
I dont wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now.
this is lester at 12:36 pm.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
somehow, everytime it's the holidays and i come back home.. i wish the holidays din come. Not saying i do not wanna be home with my family and all. but it's the same feelings i get over and over again. being in melbourne gave me time alone. allowed for more wonderful experiences. somehow when i come back to singapore, there isnt an opportunity for us to share such experiences. I do miss my parents. i do miss my sister. i do miss my relatives. but i miss u more when i am home.
this is lester at 8:32 pm.
Monday, December 01, 2008
bowling..
white water rafting..
swoop aka big pendulum swing..
possible kayaking and rock climbing..
what more can i ask from a holiday. haha.
this is lester at 5:50 am.
