Sunday, October 31, 2004
i am back home..
but i feel that i am still in camp.. only in the comfort of my own room with aircon and my own bed. just completed my ops order for ex wolf. still have the blown up to do and the aop for ex jaguar to complete. but i am already so worn out. lack of sleep.. ughh..
i miss my baby so much.. i cant wait to go to roc actually.. though it sounds really tough with all the exercises and the possibility of me holding an exercise appointment. but the idea of 4 days of R&R and flying SQ there and back puts me in the mood to go for the trip. plus the morale booster at the end of the trip when my baby picks me up from the airport. hehe.
haii.. it was a really washed out week for me in camp. ex wolf made me realise that i am the kind of person who cant think properly with a helmet on my head and when i am half dead. how to remain in ocs.. this week also made me realise that i am super dependent on my parents still. went to get some stuff to bring back to camp and i had to depend on my parents to get it for me. but i am glad that i still have my parents here for me. although i don't say it out mom and dad, but i do love u. thank u for taking care of me all these 19 years of my life.
okie. lester is feeling better but he is still tired. so he is gonna sleep. goodnight.
this is lester at 6:13 pm.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
i am back in camp..
came into camp with many of my civilian problems. still remembered uncle zak telling us back in bmt that we should leave our civilian problems back in camp whenever we book in. but until now.. i havent been able to do that.
at the cadet mess now. have some free time so we are given a break to go to the cadet mess or the gift shop. guess i am gonna end up buying some stuff from the gift shop. haha.
training the next 23 weeks are quite fast actually. haha. looking at the training schedule presented by wing comd today, i must say that everything will pass really fast. now i just hope it passes faster. oh ya. another thing to say about my first day as a
pro term cadet is quite interesting. putting on the white pants gives us a totally different image. now i understand why instructors wear white shorts. haha.
oh well.. there are many more days in white pants. actually we will be in green most of the time. haha. i just cant wait to finish all these..
this is lester at 10:18 am.
Monday, October 25, 2004
went back to school yesterdae. miss the times i spent in school. even openly said that i missed my art project. how gay can that be. sheesh.
things i did this block leave..
- zouk (which din turn out as great as i thought it would be. more details can ask me. haha.)
- sentosa with the platoon (another wasted day becuz it seemed like it was gonna rain. could only get a slight tan.)
- went back to ac for open house. (felt so old seeing all the students. but missed the times i was still in ad2 and in the art room doing my art project.)
lester feels that he kinda wasted his block leave. and it's book-in day today. he feels really sian. and he doesnt seem to want to go back. can somebody come and take him away from here? can somebody give him a new spark in his life?
just found out my junior had some problems in school. kinda made me realise that my problems aint that big. but dun worry my friend. things will turn out fine in the end. i have faith in u.
so much said. well.. i wish to experience some changes. i feel tied up inside. somebody let me breathe..
this is lester at 8:00 am.
Friday, October 22, 2004
finally i got another blog up..
always wanted to start another but din pull the idea thru..
hope i am diligent enough to keep it going this time.
this is lester at 4:45 pm.
